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link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/03 03:26:28
Is my stifled feeling of complete enamourment? ,... . im not sure. Moving onto bigger and better times, things, and forms of being,.. . let's not be distracted. Everyone needs to be in good shape, standing, and poise to be the best rendition of themselves that they can be. I have a full plate that I need to eat, and its going to take some time to do. I need to get back on my feet, and I know exactly what I'm to do. Apart from that, I shared with you what I've heard, and in the past several days I've been pulled from a depth of my dismay. I too need to stop being so selfish. Feelings are something else to be reckoned with. I don't like to feel bad, so I don't do things that are gonna make me feel bad, and if that's not okay with anyone like me wife, which it hasn't, then she too can watch me live this life.

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/03 05:58:43
I'm frozen in carbonite - y'all woke me from my slumber in the Lion's den to see that this is actually happening. Im awestricken with awetism. I will always be awetistic Over this whole fake negative HIV Test results THAT ARE JUST FOR ME? OH, GAWWWWWWD GO CRY YOUR BOO FUCK'N HOOEY'S, AND NOT AROUND ME. What is that fucking shit!

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/04 05:57:59
My wife threatened to shut down my form of income, and that she'd have our children taken by CPS. TO THAT! Yeah, take a wild guess. If she does something to have our children taken away from her during a time as troubled as ours, then what am I to see? - she already knows that if anyone fucks with my children then that's a declaration of warfare, so why does she go to the extremes to make herself believable and then cast such threats? - that woman is the biggest fucking piece of shit I've ever seen in action. To her, I told, that if she actually makes the achievement of having CPS take our children then "I will beat you(her) to no end". I am fucking LIVID. I CALLED THE COPS TO EXPOSE THE MATTERS OF HER ABUSIVE BEHAVIOR AND ACTS, AND THE COPS SHRUGGED IT OFF ANF TURNED THEIR BACKS ON THE CHILDREN AND I, AND LEFT US THERE WITH A FUCKING PSYCHO FOR A MOM AND WIFE.

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/04 06:07:57
LAW ENFORCEMENT OFFICERS, WHOSE ABUSING MY KIDS UNDER THE COLOR OF LAW? I'm fucking pissed at EVERYONE. THAT WOMAN IS FUCKING STUPID AND THE ONLY RIGHT ANYONE HAS IN A SITUATION AS SUCH, IS HER TO LEAVE! Fuck all you people and your fucking status quos you love to hold above that of constitutional rights. Fucking bullshit assed fucking retards. *mocking everyone on the planet* "oh, oh noooooo, don't hit women, don't ever hit women"¬° I'm telling you jackfucks that since that's the case, that women are allowed to assault disabled people and run a reign a reign of terror on their household, then there's some wacker ass shit going on then I COULD EVER BE. FUCK YOUR INDIVIDUAL "INCIDENT REPORTS", AND FUCK YOU. Only a couple times have ever been judged fairly by any cops on the beat, AND THE REST OF Y'ALL CAN GET FUCKED

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/04 06:14:16
Her to leave with NO KIDS, and now shes got the kids, and if she succeeds in what she's threatened, then no ones gonna have a good time - I won't be able to stand for you. I'll have to drop everything.

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/04 06:17:30
All disabled and shit, and have to drop everything. Y'all look like a healthy bunch of real winners - the type that would transition to compete in women's sports!

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/04 06:46:40
She's a REAL piece of narcissistic SHIT. WHOSOEVER HAS IT IN THEIR HEART TO HAVE ANYTHING, BUT A WHOLESOME LIVING ENVIRONMENT FOR THEIR CHILDREN ARE IMMORALLY CORRUPTED. The narcissist will give you small amounts of hope that they aren't gonna continue to berate anyone in their household, to only worsen every matter at hand that they can use and twist into the faults of others when no fault or blame need be cast. What the fuck is wrong with all you assholes? The narcissist gives NO SHITS about the fact that first and foremost everyone within a household has a guaranteed right to freedom in this country - FREEDOM FROM OPPRESSION, FREEDOM FROM DISCRIMINATION, FREEDOM FROM UNJUST SITUATIONS, FREEDOM FROM ALL THE SHIT THAT NARCISSISTS LOVE SO VERY FUCKING MUCH TO USE WHEN THEY RUIN OTHERS. Y'all are sack - giving power to complete and utter evil as if that kind of shit is equaled. Y'all suck, and y'all are on iously confused enough to pose as wizards of anything when you've sworn oaths of protection only to warlock yourselves.

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/04 06:46:50
Fucking posers

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/04 06:49:42
I've heard enough.

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/04 06:54:12
When children are shamed as evil for being children, THEY DONT KNOW WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING TO BEGIN WITH, yet they'll be burdened for everything they do just being their normal developmental selves? I'm done with all y'all stupid bitches. Have fun riding that transition. After all, you built it. Y'all got shitty fucking ramp making skills.

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/04 18:59:13
Just because a woman gets hit doesn't mean you cops get to "teach me a lesson" by pressing the status quos of "dont hit women" and "never hit a woman", as if I'm BEATING a woman when I have way more important shit to focus on rather than sit around and pick on the opposite sex, or pick even my children, as if you hadn't already been clued IN ON THE MATTER OF ABUSE IN MY HOUSEHOLD, BUT OH WAIT, YOU TURNED YOUR BACKS ON ME AND THE CHILDREN WHEN I TOLD YOU I HAD RECORDED A VIDEO AND SPOKEN WITH HER DAD about the matters and nature of my call for help. I'm not interested in ANYTHING that anyone else wants to levee against me IN THE COURT. I will no longer be forthcoming seeing that you people want to be a drama fag of trial. This entire situation is so blown out of democratic state proportion that I will no longer stand for your minionated and egotistical fucking garbage. If I ever call 911 emergency services again THEN YOU NEED TO UNDERSTAND that I'm calling for someone elses safety throughout the longrun scheme of wellbeing for life, NOT just a single incident - there's a fucking problem if I have to call you, and if you fail to respond to the nature of my call then WE'RE GONNA HAVE PROBLEMS MUCH GREATER THAN THOSE OF TODAY. I could just WRECK THE WHOLE LOT OF YOU, I'm so pissed off at you for attempting to drag me into your trial by jury drama fag bullshit. I will not be compliant during any further complications. I'm watching and listening to my wife yell at and shame the kids throughout the past year via messenger video calls, and been putting up with some much of her bullshit because she's given me "GOOD CAUSE" to do so from throughout her spree of of complete terror accompanied by terrorist threats. IM NOT YOUR BITCH SO FUCK OFF

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/04 19:21:10
Then what happened after my call was ignored? - MY WIFE WAS SOMEWHERE OUT IN THE NEIGHBORHOOD AND GOT STABBED. She came home with the stab wound and played more of her dysfunctional games with me about it, and therefore furthermore uses the incident to allege that I don't protect her! Just more and more of that narcissistic drama fag bullshit y'all love to protect SO MUCH, by alleging that I myself am aiken to participate in through a bullshit assed simpleton's coyrse of "domestic violence". . Get fucked.

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/04 19:23:09
Hopefully all is well from here on OUT!

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/04 19:33:50
You hear that? She doesn't trust anyone, there's no its ands or fucking buts about it, to babysit for us, and then faults me for having never taken her on a date - More of the narcissistic drama fag bullshit. She just can't help herself but to make me the problem above that of her own insecurities. Y'all may think I'm lost in outer space, but I know what the fuck is going on. I'm sorry to have ever learned about narcissism through a first-hand experience laden with all the bitch-made faggot-ass bullshit a narcissist reveals when they remove the mask they use to get you all to themselves. WHAT A FUCKING UNCONSTITUTIONAL CIRCUS OF MINIONATED and egotistical self righteous and holier than thou scum.

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/04 21:18:18
WHATS UP WITH THIS FUCKING SHIT ABOUT FAKE HIV TEST RESULTS COMING OUT OF EVERY CLINIC IVE BEEN TO IN CORRELATION WITH LYING BITCHES AT PLANNED PARENTHOOD, AND THE WHOLE SCHEME OF DECEIT STEMMING FROM WHATEVER IT IS YOU'RE SHOWING EACH WOMAN WHO TESTS POSITIVE FOR HIV AFTER HAVING SEX WITH ME? IS MY BABY OKAY AND DISEASE FREE? That you word attempt to use a child's life to pull the wool of your plight over my eyes is decrepit. Y'all are a bunch of wolves in sheep's clothing. WHAT IS IT? WHAT IS IT GONNA BE NEXT? SHOULD ROUND Y'ALL UP AND BREAK YOUR FUCKING NECKS. Who all is involved? Who's spearheading that weak-ass project? HOW MANY ARE CAUGHT IN THE SNARE?

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/04 21:19:57
YOU CHILD ABUSING ASSED PIECES OF FUCKING BULLSHIT!

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/04 22:32:02
Ever gone into the wilderness to coexist with cougars and bears? That's where I was deep in my slumber, wild cats and bears, my dogs and I, all in the thicket as funk and dunked wilderness exhibition. I never once shot a cat or a bear. We've had standoffs and nosing. You ever hear a bear breathe air with their nose? They like whales, and they'll blow their holes while they roam around in the darkness, trying to get a good taste of you by hoovering it from across the gorge. Now I cant even take a fucking hike, and apart from my baseball bat, one of y'all stole my knives too!

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/05 00:45:30
HA! LMAO "Y'all look like the type to transition to compete in women's sports", "have fun riding that tranny, you built it", and from the looks of things y'all suck at building ramps. Ramp builds are tech, load bearing, and properly fastened here cuz the only tranny we ride is for making and landing big airs.

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/05 02:02:26
You just never know with me. Through nanoparticle nuclear technology, i may be able to wipe out any of all HIV in my body, and maybe already have, and am stuck with neurodegeneration like a permanent scar in my central nervous system. I need to be able to chase my or anyones kid into the street. I'm so fucked off right now, I can't help but see that everyones been down to straight up fucking bully me - WHATIDO? :D yur each a useless pain, or in other words, your each A FUCKING FAG!

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/05 02:03:48
TRYING BEING BIGGER PERSONS, and stop being fucking pussies!

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/05 02:14:02
What kind of men ride around on women's backs abusing the disabled, and allow child abuse and neglect as a side effect of an undercover HIV sting?

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/05 02:14:56
I,... . . WILL,. ... . BEATYURMEAT

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/06 01:37:48
So, the media can publicly announce what our government is doing to aid in the Russo-Ukrainian war. Doing such a thing doesn't even make sense as to why. When you're fighting a war then why should anyone know about the next move? Why would our government announce it's involvement, and yet lay their involvement with inhumane situations at home to rest? Y'all have got to be fucking kidding me. The current age is filled with nothing, but fucking idiots making all the decisions. My wife was not beaten - she got hit as a result of her idiocy, and everyone jumped on her bandwagon to furthermore abuse what she had already been abusing. From the looks of things everyone see's eye to eye through the same delusion. Y'all wanna push the student quos of "no matter what, do not hit women"(?) and if you fall victim to domestic violence and abuse then you need to grab any of all children you have and leave? In correlation with the constitution of the usa, y'all prove to be false prophets. You mean to tell me that your minds work by prioritizing a status quos above that of our constitutional rights? Do you people evem understand what's at stake and what's at hand, or are y'all going to continue to surrender your rights to law enforcement officers and institutions? I'm at a loss for words - the current situation of stupidity is critical. I cannot say that any of you deserve constitutional rights. You are bullshit upon bullshit, and fancy yourselves as smart. What the fuck just happened here warrants a full out strategic response without the aid of your police and I don't have to explain anything to anyone. Where do I begin? What am I to DO? One thing is for sure - I'm harassed as the first step to systematically dismantle me by stirring shit and then leaving me to fend for myself when the police come around. I'm telling our entire nation full of people this - someones gonna end up dead, and it ain't gonna be me, and if that bothers you then think about your ignorance to continue. Maybe y'all end up dead - an entire country of Christians DEAD.

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/06 01:39:36
Y'all are convoluted, don't know shit, never knew shit, and you are not the shit.

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/06 07:12:32
No one knows how to be accountable for their parts in this situation because what they are guilty of is punishable by DEATH. Where'd y'all drama fags come from?

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/06 20:52:46
Fuck you, and your pile of shit - that's not what you're entitled to create with constitutional rights. You know what I'm entitled to do about it? WHAT ARE MY 2ND AMENDMENT RIGHTS UNDER THE CONSTITUTION OF THE UNITED STATES? You didn't know the first right about yourselves, so tell me WHATS MINE. Fucking retards. Oh hey, did you know that only a perfectly able bodied human being could ever be a FUCKING RETARD?

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/07 01:53:12
And now, I'm currently onto curing that antibiotic resistant skin infection that not one single veterinarian around town can cure. I spent a couple thousand dollars and a few years fighting the first infection that all any veterinarians could tell me was an "environmental allergy" without any wherewithall as to what they're actually talking about. And "environmental allergy" is local to that specific locale and is transmitted through the bite of a toxic flea or biting fly or SOME KIND of miserable insect. Throughout my studies the thought occurred to me that if I give my dog injections of colloidal silver 3 times a day all at the same time(1ccx3: 1 in the nape of the neck, one in the middle of his back, one in the nape of his tail) then he would be coated in antibacterial armor that rises up through his skin. This county has a vicious bacteria that's out to get him - his hair has been falling out again. Tomorrow will be day 6 of extremely reactive colloidal silver injections. The bright red inflamed hot spots of his skin are already gone and he is on track to recovery. Only about 5%-10% of colloidal silver survives on its path through the liver. I'm about to begin my own injections since silver colloids have been proven to kill the human immunodeficiency virus, however, i may be looking at permanent damage to my central nervous system from all the ick thats been allowed to proliferate in my body by all you pieces of shit.

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/07 02:09:57
The thing is that I don't know the size of my nanoparticles, and what's right for the skin may not be small enough to pass through the blood-brain barrier. I hate needles. I can perform subcutaneous injections, but the moment I'd ever shot to penetrate a blood vessel I ended up on the floor nearly passed out and cometely covered in bullets of sweat that we running down my arms like rain drops on the stormiest day that would have you drenched. Should I shoot for a vein? Should I try subcutaneous injections? Are my nano particles even small enough to penetrate the blood-brain barrier?

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/07 02:21:36
Why is colloidal silver so expensive and downplayed as snake oil? I have a few answers for the snake oil question, but its never proven to be a snake oil here, and I know how to quality check each batch I generate for reactiveness. Sprinkle a little bit of table salt in it and give it a swirl, and then the chloride ions in the salt will combine with the silver ions to form a dark blue cloud of silver chloride which is used in the medical industry as an antiseptic rinse for cleaning operator tables and instruments. By injecting silver colloids into the body youre essentially releasing billions of microscopic machines that are on a path to become whole once again by seeking out their negative counterpart found in pathogens. The silver particles are so strong that they will draw pathogens to themselves and crush the cellular lung of anything they come into contact with.

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/07 02:25:18
On july 26th 2016, there wasnt much searchable material on the internet available from the US Government about colloidal silver, except for government findings downplaying the use of colloidal silver to kill germs. They had applied the same type of stigma to cannabis. Until I published my experience driven findings on colloidal silver On july 26 2016, use of colloidal silver wasn't as expanded as it is today. TODAY, you can search and find that the government credits merit to the use of colloidal silver. What's up with that?

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/07 02:26:44
Y'all trying to kill me while rape me of credit for discoveries along the way to my death?

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/07 02:48:34
I'm entirely bent, AND IT SHOWS. From one woman to the next I've been treated worse than you'd treat dog SHIT! I don't even so much as tease anyone about ANYTHING. Y'all expect me to not see a pattern here? I'm the least difficult man on the planet. I REALLY love women, and wouldn't do anything at all to bring difficulties into their lives, but nonetheless I'm still the worst thing they'll ever select, and WHY IS THAT - BECAUSE Y'ALL ARE RUNNING A SCAM?

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/07 03:38:16
Any question that I did not readily have an answer for on that statewide examination that I received recognition for passing with outstanding academic achievement was cross-examined throughout each additional question of the examination itself and I put one and two together to answer each question correctly which revealed my strength in life, realized years later, to be forensic science. So, what shall we have for dinner?

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/07 04:36:49
Cheeky fucks

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/07 05:33:21
What shall I eat? - a pile of cold sweats big enough to be raindrops? I wish everyone coulda seen the circus my vein threw around the the needle point of that syringe that nearly made me fucking faint. Maybe these needles I got for the dogs will be way easier to use because they are for insulin and have small points. I don't even know so much as any 1 junkie to ask to come over to walk me through how to stick a needle my vein, and they're everywhere because people are constantly dying of heroin overdose. I just don't know that scene - I'd never pursue it when anyone has asked me if I could get some for them. Opioids got me at methadone and I ended up clotheslined over my neighbors pickit fence while puking into her yard from the street. Fuck all that racket - I was eating a shitload of ecstacy at the time, snorting cocaine, just running doing my thing contributing to the party-skate scene - the craziest shit we've ever seen. I'll climb onto your roof and come into a window, and take a dump on your freshly primed canvas. I've stricken with the most bizarre shit during the most bizarre times. Its just like myself to pop up like right now.

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/07 06:16:10
I stopped doing that rude and crude type of shit on your prime canvas years ago, and have also undergone a spiritual attitude adjustment and made amends everywhere I could, to the point that making amends where I can has changed my ways and I'm a force of positivity focused on future outcome. Today I wouldn't really just take a dump on anyones freshly primed canvas, and I'm out of mischievous dump taking practice, but still, about that striking with the most bizarre shit at the most bizarre times, I wouldn't mess with me. Are you people fucking crazy about a deathwish?

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/07 06:21:35
If future outcome is NOT fruitful then the activity is not north my time - that doesn't mean that I think any other shouldn't be mischievous when they're growing up. A good baffling is all the rage.

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/07 17:31:30
I went to get dog food last night and have to say that your capitalism is something fiercely stupid and everyone looks like retards. A 50lb bag is 25 bucks, but there was none in stock, so I found a 20lb bag of the same food for 15 bucks. For an additional 10 bucks I can get a 50lb bag, so wheres the 30lb bag for $10? I can't afford you people's fucked up shit. I needed 100lbs for $50 because all I had is $60, and now all I have is a pocket full of your fucked up shit and the better half of a 20lb bag of your dog food.

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/07 19:56:12
This just in from the Batterers Intervention Program: "Victims of domestic violence need to escape the situation. This is particularly important if there are children at risk." There is no its and or buts about telling you all who encourage this shit to "GET FUCKED".

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/08 09:30:58
To flee and cower from an abuser is what this country has come to? To surrender and leave is the shame of advice in the land of the free, and home of the brave? - you people are mixed the fuck up and continue to FUCK, the fuck, UP! I'm sick of you and all your fucked-ass BULLSHIT. YOU GOT YOUR PRIORITIES COMPLETELY FUCKED UP.

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/08 09:36:46
I'M BOILING AND BENT WITH MALICE AND CONTEMPT.

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/08 20:34:39
The pandemic arrived and changed everything especially for those of us living in small worlds where not many outsiders come into our communities. Doesn't matter. For one, to victimize myself and children and inconvenience my kids by running us to a shelter IS NOT what should be surrendered to any narcissistic perpetrator of domestic violence, so I struck back. More than being tired, in my current condition, im sick of having ever been thrown and dragged around, and punched and hit by a fucking psycho who would pull my hammer, my baseball bat, and even knives on me numerous times (for what?). Did you all think that shits funny or something? Everyone in that neighborhood loved me and the kids, and wanted to see the psycho pulled out for whatever treatment a psycho needs. She had created a neighborhood wide cause for concern. When she severely abused the children I didn't freak out, I didn't get mad, nor did I get angry - an autopilot I didn't know that I have as a parent took me by surprise and I immediately subdued that bitch. She's a vicious, psychopathic, and god damned retarded narcissist. I never bothered her for so much as a single thing, and yet, the kids and I are the only ones paying prices because the police didn't listen. In fact, they refused to. They were called numerous times by the neighbors because my wife is fucking bitch like that, and every time the officers eyes were on me and only me. I could just throw all of them into a torture chamber. The nature of each emergency call for help was ignored. Those people are scumfucks.

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/08 21:04:47
Now, I can't even stand to hear that woman's voice. She wants me to sit, talk, and laugh with her over face-time video calls, but I just can't get over the feeling in my gut that's of complete upset and disgust. :| She takes advantage of the kids time with me to squeeze her face in and offer her 2¬Ę on everything. Apparently its her time to act like an ass and act like a spoiled rotten fucking dickhead. She's gotten away with that shit for so long and throughout times of full blown abusive behavior that I just can't sit here and allow her to have what she wants as far as what she's doing with me.

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/08 21:13:08
That same type of child abuse that sparked my autopilot into flight doesn't appear to be occurring now that her and I are apart - she just keeps using the children to tear me apart.

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/08 23:09:18
I went to jail for quite a while over all of this physically abusive wife stink. Pardon you! That woman aims to be true on the front that she will kick you in the face. She tried to put her foot through a door that was custom installed to be tough and ended up bouncing off of it and crashing into everything behind her. Nothing looking so flimsy as a door should have ever been so strong by her judgment - I had rebuilt it. Then she tried to break through it. wake up to being beaten in bed while you were sleeping, and have your eye punched open, and theres nothing else to see except i been dealing with the world's kind of crazy. i been working with others to get shit done and never gave time to fucking everything off for fun. How could you have fun fucking everything off in the name of fun, right?

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/08 23:09:27
I went to jail for quite a while over all of this physically abusive wife stink. Pardon you! That woman aims to be true on the front that she will kick you in the face. She tried to put her foot through a door that was custom installed to be tough and ended up bouncing off of it and crashing into everything behind her. Nothing looking so flimsy as a door should have ever been so strong by her judgment - I had rebuilt it. Then she tried to break through it. wake up to being beaten in bed while you were sleeping, and have your eye punched open, and theres nothing else to see except i been dealing with the world's kind of crazy. i been working with others to get shit done and never gave time to fucking everything off for fun. How could you have fun fucking everything off in the name of fun, right?

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/08 23:09:28
I went to jail for quite a while over all of this physically abusive wife stink. Pardon you! That woman aims to be true on the front that she will kick you in the face. She tried to put her foot through a door that was custom installed to be tough and ended up bouncing off of it and crashing into everything behind her. Nothing looking so flimsy as a door should have ever been so strong by her judgment - I had rebuilt it. Then she tried to break through it. wake up to being beaten in bed while you were sleeping, and have your eye punched open, and theres nothing else to see except i been dealing with the world's kind of crazy. i been working with others to get shit done and never gave time to fucking everything off for fun. How could you have fun fucking everything off in the name of fun, right?

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/08 23:51:10
When i went to jail there was felony charges against me. Thanks to being bailed out I took advantage of the time to address the the situation, and then I was released on a misdemeanor offense with NO conviction, and a suspended sentence of time to spend on probation. That video is one hell of an example, but doesn't capture the activity neighborhood wide to all the way to being stabbed. That chick is fucking crazy

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/09 00:19:27
No contest! I wasn't going to talk about what happened in a public room of "peers" during a jury trial. I can trust that people do whatever theyre gonna do, and I ain't running anything passed them to make a decision for me on concerning . My wife calls me everyday. What's up with that? Is something not clear to see? - That I didn't do what everyone thought.

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/09 05:30:10
She conned me into marriage - grounds for a lawsuit and divorce. That woman now, is not the woman I married. She just now shared her take on what she did and I hung the phone up on her. Night night. Fucking bitch.

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/10 06:59:55
Y'all are incredible.

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/11 01:22:28
Ya know I'm always laying around like Skeletor,,, and my back went out early early this week. It went out so hard that I had to eat ibuprofen. Come to find out that it does me some good all around. Im gonna have to figure this out being that chloride and silver ions combine, so I have to do more research and lab testing before I just begin slamming my body with silver ions. :D I'M SAVING MY DOG'S FUR THROUGH HIS SILVER ION TREATMENT. You could pull the fur on his back out in large tufts. I tried pulling some out tonight and found his skin is super tight and couldn't even pull a single hair, so I checked his ribs and was able to pull a tuft of fur. Maybe I'll just fill him up like a water balloon.

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/11 01:48:16
I haven't eaten ibuprofen in over a decade. My back hasn't gone out on me in years. I think the last time it ever did prior was at the skatepark when I came down on a big 360 flip off the bank to flat, and to flat on my face as I was splatter caked. My back got better and I returned to do the tre flip - it turned out to be one of those tre flips. I smash ass throughout that park, and that was a smashing ass tre flip. :D Flight skating. I had my dog tow me burning ass around that skatepark to catapult off him and then pump down a 3' pocketed transition headed toward another three foot transition going so fast at that point that I would soooooar through the air over a 55-gallon drum with a super tall orange street cone on top. I had to go so fast to do that off a 3' transition. I love that park. I've gotten more air there than anyone who's ever gone to that park. Today I'm straight up professional dog skitching skateboarder. I will hang my back truck the fuck up on a good crack in the sidewalk and pop into orbit off of it with my dog fucking smashing down the street. That's the clack clack clackclackclack before my thunderclap.

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/11 02:05:49
If I can get COMPLETELY back on my feet, there's a gap I'd like to defeat. I've had my ankle surgery since the last time I've been there.

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/11 03:46:01
I'm the ScapeG.O.A.T. of sidewalk flight skating - The Smashing ASS Truth ; history's been and being served. You see how everyone's skating has progressed? Unbelievable! =) someone actually landed the lyon 25, and then one of y'all throws 360 (Reg/nollie) inward heelflips down just about any set of stairs? Hot Buttered popcorn at the movies theater has never been enough

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/11 04:04:29
Y'all gotta throw some "umph" into it. Theres reverts can be done out of every trick, but rather land with any normal revert, you gotta land with a shred, the louder a wheel squelch, the better - the "umph". A Nollie backside umph followed up with a fakie ollie frontside umph is enough to make everyone stop for a look. I was playing with my umph one day and lol I got shut down real quick by everyone who ran out of a alcoholics anonymous meeting :D whoopsie whoopy me i was only umphing everything

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/11 04:11:33
The umph is an all-around impact trick

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/11 04:40:12
Booger slides - a switch frontside shred to booger to regular could have anyone you play in a game of skate bound for a letter. A booger slide to me is a power slide while manualing, although I saw someone do it like a blunt slide - anyhow, epic shit like that when you play your cousins in games of skate when you pay em a visit makes everyone blush. They're just all like damn motherfucker,

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/11 06:39:06
I also ride a high precision race slalom board. Turns on a dime. All my trucks are loose as a goose, then on my slalom they're slitheryer than a snake. I replaced the chubby bushings with "its a girl" top cup washers and bushings, and i slapped a deathwish sticker on it - theres absolutely no tail for doing ollies and you stand over the front truck pitched forward on camber of the board. Its a magic fucking carpet for sure. I've been on the harriest ride ive ever known be done on any skateboard - the stupidest shit I ever did setting my dog on a cat turned out to be the only time anyone in history of life on earth will ever commit to such a thing and make it. I set my dog down a pitch black alleyway after a cat, thinking that I'd supposedly take the smooth root, but I really didn't know yet I went in like a sail in the wind. I found out and never saw any of it, but felt my way through on a bouncing bronco to the light at the end of the run and CELEBRATED with the loudest WOOOOOOOOOO! My dog runs 30 mph, his dad ran 25 mph clocked next to a loving car. I been skating the craziest high speed shit for years. Its just the direction my skating went when I began having dogs and career employment and white picket fences and a girlfriend. A dog has to run everyday, not just play fetch in the yard.

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/11 09:30:11
Squirrelery than a squirrel. Snakier than a snake. Looser than a goose. Smashing ASS for 2 decades. I'll never let anyone borrow my board because y'all have and will put a flat spot in my wheels - not even I do that. Y'all never cease to amaze me. So no, you cannot "see" my skates. Seriously, unless you're willing to flow me new sets of wheels, then keep your feet off my boards.

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/11 09:33:21
There's nothing lamer than flat spots when you're a smashing ass skater

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/11 19:25:46
I have a brand new board that I havent been able to skate. The best deck i ever had was a all white "black label" with a big red blood drop with medic cross on it. Black labels have a tendency to have a lknger wheel base and deck length. The board I have at the moment is a "real" renewal edition, creature krux trucks, china reds bearings of course, and spitfire wheels with too low a duro meter for my taste - i need some 101a hardies. My slalom deck is Comet Skateboards bamboo and carbon fiber Gary Cross limited edition race board - I found someone selling one of those decks for like $450 on the internet. I got mine for free ;) its the sweetest smooth ride I've ever had. I hit a big smooth patch of asphalt on the street upon its maiden voyage and thought the board disappeared - it is so smooth that i almost ate shit when it "disappeared" from under my feet - it never actually left my feet, it just felt like it was gone.

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/11 19:48:01
$450? Geeeeeesteeeeezus¬° anyway, I can't wait to skate the real. It reminds me of that black label and I do love bearback?laminates. Black label is probably manufactured by Schmidt or watson laminates or something - I don't remember off hand all the different manufacturers, but I do know more, that comet's pressing technology is superior in comparison to anyone else's method. Their street skating decks are world renowned, hey and systems distribution is the worst which might be why they are no longer in business.

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/11 19:59:48
Radio frequency glue curing is the worst thing you could ever do to the wood of a skateboard deck. My buddies and I took the time to destroy several different skateboards one night, and the supernaut skateboard blasted to splintered smithereens. Comet was like a solid plank, bearback chipped in large wafers, legend chipped in medium size wafers, some seemed dry - the sounds of the cracking, the look of the splinters, all was taken into account and the only one that was solid is a comet.

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/11 20:02:28
Have you ever heard a deck snap crackle and pop on its way through a heat transfer machine?

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/11 20:21:09
I haven't had a sponsor in yeeeeeeeeears, and when things seemed as if I'd be on bro flow for life, which is perfect for me, that I was quite seemingly dropped like I'd fallen off the face of the earth. I may have disappeared when I went into the wilderness to live outdoors, but it seemed like their was an automatic disrespect to me when some of the guys found out that I was working as a jobsite foreman in fire suppression on a campus of lockheed martin - the nations leading aerospace and defense contractor. Search youtube for the "Multiple kill vehicle - mkv" which is the department I worked in and you may develop an understanding of why the usa gives ZERO fucks about russias threats concerning the aid thats given to ukraine

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/11 21:11:01
Why did Russia fire missiles into Ukraine before they'd even invaded anyway? Solderiers were all on the outskirt of entering ukraine, but hey, let's jump the gun and start firing missiles all the way in anyway. The annexation of crimea was so effortless that in contrast of comparison with today's invasion, that Russian war lords look like fucking fakes. They are pieces of FUCKING SHIT, and Putin is a god damned moron.

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/11 23:04:17
The one thing I always wanted to see from comet is a slightly longer wheel base and deck length to match that black label deck, but they would need a new mold to do that and keep everything proportionate.

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/12 00:34:55
Despite my experience with taking falls at high speeds and eating SHIT super hard, its much more dangerous for me to fall with mobility issues while simply walking because the falls are unFUCKINGcontrollable.

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/12 00:55:31
This disease shit has knocked my equilibrium out of alignment - suddenly, I cannot skate and im all fragile. Equilllllllllllibrium. This isnt fun at all. I like to move around and have always been highly animated. i personally have not had a tv or video game console for nearly 13years. I went into the wild, came back and was clinging my way up cliffs at the river like a salamander. I was climbing trees ropes and poles. What has happened to all my strength? I'm to suddenly waste away? ;) do what thou wilt, yeah?

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/12 01:13:28
The Big Blue Sky, The Deep Blue Sea and the balance for equilibrium between stars-in-streams http://stars-in-streams.tumblr.com

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/15 07:12:10
So, society pushes the status quo of surrender to the narcissists - to gather your children and things to leave (run for your life) - placing priority on status quos above that of constitutional right to be free of narcissism. I've seen enough. The legislature is run by "Un-Politically Correct" people who figure themselves to be "Politically Correct". - the state of affairs throughout doing the right thing is caustically botched. You peoples' ideals are a cancer rating away at the moral fiber of what it takes to establish and maintain a sense of emotional well-being. Our constitutional rights, when granted to each other are uplifting, fair, and motivational. When anyone revokes those rights through acts of discrimination, oppression, hate, and restriction from freedom then they must be removed and be educated as to their very own inalienable human rights which the constitutional rights correlate with. I don't like you peoples' altered reality that you want everyone to suppose is right - YOUARENOTRIGHT!

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/15 07:13:05
Cancer *eating away

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/15 08:31:27
Narcissists stand tall and proud within their immoral superiority complex, and prioritizing status quos above that of inalienable human rights is corrupt. So, society, who's the narcissist? I,.. . WILL,... . BEAT,... . YOUR,.. . . MEAT. Someone is going to get hurt if y'all want to keep pitching unconstitutional status quos, so BACK UP. Just because I'm weak doesn't mean I won't bring fists to cuffs when push comes to shove. I didn't even intend to rearrange a face, but that's what happened. I don't intend to pit myself against you and your knives because my equilibrium is off kilter of my center of balance, but you pull those knives on me and I swat them from your hands quicker than you'll ever be ready for. Cat-like reflexes recover many fumbles, and I do just bust out with kung fu. Watch your ass, because I'm not having anything to do with it, and if you insist on bringing it around then I'll do as I normally do, and search out everything avenue of escape, not for me, FOR YOU. I'm not a militant opposer. Enough said. Get a life or you may end up dead. The time and place of your deaths can always be up to you. When I propose an escape, the escape is from repercussions of your actions. I know your rights, and you have the right to be free FROM subhuman forms of being. So, here I am all fucked up and off with little to no hesitance from grabbing each and every one of you by the ears and dragging you to the Principals for Living Office - maybe I'll rip an ear or two off your heads because if you fall down as I lead, there won't be any leeway on my part for your error. Yur all a bunch of fakes. Not tested, not tried, and not true - FAKES.

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/16 15:48:38
Oh, y'all like to go too far, just take things way too far. Well, how far you wanna go? I go all the way on first dates. The day and time of your passing awaits. :D

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/17 08:55:51
We haven't even gotten to The Battle of Armageddon! Who's holding the other two corners? We're going to take a big dump when we're all growed up, and we art to pit you against each other in the Coliseum with extremely hungry wild animals.

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/17 09:32:57
Why don't you have a seat in The Principals for Living Room. Fuck the Office. Do not look forward to other's misfortune. Maul that over for a bit. By the very things of what you do, that principal can make a change in you. Shit ain't funny.

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/19 22:20:55
Fuck those of you who behold and hide behind the laws that you hold so closely to your hearts. You're tyrants of abusing your and others' constitutional rights only to hide behind laws as if they've been drafted to protect you and your corruption. You people separate yourselves from reality, and you are scandalous.

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/21 07:26:42
I would no longer like to contribute to society because your system of function is a joke, you people are tied to ego in situations that require none, and have you ever heard two class acts getting fluffy on the street building up to a boxing climax of some proportion? You people are clown shoes. I'm so sad. Sorrows have the days, and I don't understand why a psychopath cannot fes up to what they deliberately do. I'll be morose for awhile. I've never been so disappointed. I rearranged a face when at my weakest and most crippled, and didn't get away unscathed. Sometimes things turn out to be on and eye for an eye basis. I dont think along the lines of eye for and eye, I'm not vengeful, I'm not your punishment, I don't get revenge, and all that happens is case by case. I'm not a tough guy fighter, I'm no more focused on what to do next for fun than you. I'm very sad. Over cried for like 3 years, and then I cried for heart break in jail, and i dont undetstand why when anyone deliberately does something to diminish others livelihood, why they cant be proud of their works, like the villain they are, and instead of taking pride they flip the script on someone else to scapegoat them for their own questionable and abusive behavior. I'm so sad. Your society may not respond anymore benefits for I'm me. Y'all are spoiled fucking rotten, and even disabled people tend to be more productive than you in the long run when performing tasks on their own time. You peoples work ethics are horrible. From one of you to the next of you ive been treated like shit and am stuck in a state of recovering from sabatage all the time. For what? I dont even trouble you fucking wacktastic god damned lunatics. Someone is gonna end up being severely hurt because y'all just keep on coming like the flood in Halo. Im not having it. LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/21 07:32:05
Im hearing one victimize themself after they had exhibit to be the most abusive piece of shit anyone couod imagine would slip through law enforcement officers fingers having wagered a lie to confuse everyone into utter dismay.

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/21 07:54:36
Yeah. None of you are very good at listening, and therefore should not be in places of power. STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME. I like very few. YOU GOT NOTHING TO DO WITH ME, SO KEEP YOUR ASS THAT WAY. I've been working at liking people in general, yet you all prove to be just as shitty as I thought you are during high school. Ypure confiscating more firearms than ever before, and who the fuck are you to to just take when firearms were never involved in any situation? Many of you don't need to be alive, and I'm not opposed to you falling down to die. Im gonna cry. You people are fucking dickheads. I am guaranteed constitutional rights as a citizen in this country, so like I already said, get a life or you may end up dead - I'll fucking kill you. :( do you know what its like to have nearly punched someones face off when nothing of the sort ever needed to happen? STAY AWAY FROM ME. I'm constantly grieving. Yall are such big pieces of shit when you pass on earth you wont be missed. Dont even fucj around with me - I could lose my cool and throw a can of cat food at your Head only because your ploys are infuriating. Yeah, fists to cuffs, fucking whatever, I never ever wanted to fight anyone, but I will not be trodden under football without a fight. Someone e please tell that stupid fucking imbecile to stop playing petty ass fucking faggot ass bullshit games with me, and to devote their life to something other than petty dumbfucking at the personal cost, safety, and well being of others which they do at all costs. That imbecile needs to be pushed back throughout every avenue of society. Y'all have been bullshit on me. Can't even beat you fags of with a stick

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/21 08:42:14
I have diligently insisted to live a good life by all of you because that's the least I can do to kill you all with kindness. Now I'm realizing what "is" kind - to rid the earth of your curses, of which can occur in any number of ways, last you remain standing tall and proud in the errors of your ways. Im gonna start knocking you fucking pieces of shit down, and if one or more of your ribs end up broken, I can give a shit less than to have you around. I believe Im behaved, and y'all repeatedly let yourselves down. How is it for a tough guy to pilot himself into a wall of reckoning beyond much more than your egos have you threatened by anybody REAL. It ain't my deal to allow your heitened senses of fakeness to be a problem toward me. Fuck you, and all your mighty shit. You don't have what it takes to leave what needa to be left alone because you're insecure of a hit to your egos rather than be secure about banishing your evils. Do "it" one more time and I'll drop you trample, slip, and slide on you as slime.

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/23 04:05:37
And there we have it - I'm once again treated like shit for something that never occurred, but hey, they can walk with the allegation and steer clear of me because if they bring problems around then I won't have any issues helping them figure out that they can be taken out shall they choose a day as the time and place. Um,,, never again will I accept that just anyone is a friend when life on earth is better off if they're dead. - Really? REALLY?

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/23 04:26:52
What you do in the realm of the flesh with others is answered to an authority that you may never know.

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/23 04:50:34
,... . for something that allegedly happened, but did not occur,..

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/24 02:32:55
I just don't know about any of y'all within regards to what you'd like to make happen. When going into a business venture with additional hands, I explain that, "no, not even I get anything free of charge, no one is getting anything free of charge until the business is established and generates enough income to support itself". Everyone just wants to run away with an olympic medal without doing anything to get it. I've gone to more than simply going to business management classes, and knowing first hand how to manage a 20-man work crew on a massive job site, no, no one is getting anything girl free. Maybe the problem in my life is the degenerate mentality that seems to be the most common mentality throughout the sub culture of skateboarding. I don't know. What I do know is that I can work with people in the professional world outside of skateboarding - I can wire and plumbing the entire new addition to a living space with a local carpenter. Its not so much for anyone's thoughts to run along the lines that there must be something wrong with me which makes so many direct disrespect toward me - I can't even believe it,I don't even bother them. There's something wrong with too many. I can work with others - my colleagues are the closest I have to having friends. We hang out. We get shit done. We're each valid sources of knowledge. We don't like stupid shit. We have fun. WE LAUGH OUR ASSES OFF, and we are successful. I wish that my equilibrium would realign, to the point that I could actually use my mind for more than I'm currently able to. Today, it takes me a long time to arrive at a conclusion. I wish to have a bat cave where I can sort everything out, completely with a work station, and a shop - a normal house can do, but warehouse warehouse i can build into is much more open to floor plans. Being locked in jail has temporarily suspended every form of thing that I can use to get by and live a life that isn't in someone else's hair. So much for the significant other who portrays that they're team work all the way - didn't just ruin me, (fucking bitch) they ruined every possibility of talking care of anything our kids need. My wife cant even get welfare on my name - its a good thing too because she did horribly with it the first time, and now she needs to get a fucking job. I gotta refigure a life that I've already figured, so if I ever gave to call the police for someones well being again THEN YOU MAKE A NOTE NOW. HEY GOVERNMENT, YOURE POLICE NEED TO LISTEN.

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/24 02:48:39
I haven't even told my colleagues of what is going on with the entire fake HIV test results bullshit.

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/24 02:54:48
Suppose my kid was birthed disease free. That sure would be something else for everyone involved, but if being disease free is not something that my kid will ever see, then what - all because of the governments multitude of lies, corruption, and crime? Who's going to meet that demise?

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/24 03:34:59
Who wouldn't do better without a wasteoid approach repeatedly being brought to the table as something to work with during a time vestment? - no, you dont get merch for free during a business startup (being penniless for any amount of time is a normal thing until a company becomes established). If ya can't even treat a marriage as an enterprise, then what are thinking? That you're going to get a bunch of pussy looking flossy while you flop a business that belongs to others as well as yourself? Selfishness takes the best from others. In contrast of comparison, not being selfish has also led me to see that some people will take advantage of your charitable contributions to help everyone come up. Why be damned if you do, and damned if you don't? I'm not working on anything with anyone again because if I need something done then I'll just source the task out as a job for hire. Having compassion for others has led me to have compassion for myself by not combining forces to make anything happen. RELENTLESS! Y'ALL ARE TOO FUCKING. STUBBORM AND COMPLICATED TO ROLL WITH IT AND STILL COME OUT ON TOP - such as my midnight cat run on a dog traveling at a maximum top speed. In situations as such, all you can do is go with it because there is no stopping at those speeds. What it takes to skate has molded the way I think about everything, and if you can't make it or break it at either side if trying something then don't look at me like I'm the ass for putting my foot down on "free merch". Are you a skater, or are you using the skate scene to create allure toward your Weiner? Some of you guys don't even skate today. If youre not skating for life, then what the hell were you doing, your part to look cool? Ypur behavior is bVery off putting. Have you watched any videos of the kids who are skating today? - more than you would have been comfortable with in the 90's sound exactly like the dumb gang banging hood rats of the time. Regardless, however you sound, if you're not in a gang, and you don't resort to gang land mentality to handle your business, then by all means please continue to work on your tre flips if that's what makes you happy. I just never understand why anyone would skate throughout their childhood only to leave it behind as an adult - if that's you, then you're not and never have been a skater. You're a poser. I am having a super hard time not being able to perform 10 variations of a 360 motion all the way down the street today. I could if I can, but I can't, so I don't. Better to be a "has-been" thank you be a "never-was", and I only ever wanted you assholes to be something.

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/24 04:00:54
At the mention of gang banging hood rats in the 90's, those egotists, oh man, there was so many of them, there were so many problems as a result of their antics, there were so many more completely unsafe neighborhoods because of them, and there was only one other crew out on the streets to deal with them. The 90's gang bangers really fucked some shit up for the gang bangers by 2010. I don't fucking roll as if hood rats are "scary", "intimidating", or any bit of a "worry". IM NOT A LITTLE BOY ANYMORE. I've had to deal with all those fuckers throughout a better half of my life, and today I've straight up smashed on individuals who expect everyone to heed them for their involvement in gang activity - as if a if a reputation from widespread street gang activity is something they established. No thanks. Most gang bangers are merely riding around on coattails as if that's enough to intimidate everyone. Delusional. If they ride coattails, then they have to prove themselves, and that's when guys like me show my face throughout the streets. Got something to prove to me? Let me see here, I know these streets, and they aint anything to be afraid of. I've gotten in fights with guys my size, I've got in fights with smaller guys, and haven't really ever gotten into fights with any guys bigger than me because bonne of themever challenged me (I think a bunch of people have little dick syndrome), and my biggest buddy who's bigger than me saw me fight someone and told me that he wouldnt want to fight me because he'd have to kill me - I'm glad he never started shit because doing so would have been the indication, after he stated what he said, that he wants me dead.

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/24 04:25:16
That buddy I have who is bigger than me spent some time in prison for beating someone's ass, and he wouldn't want to fight me because any altercation with me is likely to trigger a Jurassic response. That's not a reputation set by many, and is something that's all me. He's the type who others listen to because he's that kind of big man. I've wished he was present at times, to say hey don't fuck with that guy because there's really no sense in smashing on someone if they had the mind to leave something alone. I'm not your bitch, and I won't cower to intimidations. I'll take my dogs, and when someone least expects that I could have the upper hand, I'll take it. I'm kind a like a trap. I don't want any problems, and I'll stop at nothing to see that I have none. I never even had problems in all black neighborhoods because no matter what I've been respectful, and I was always that guy who would respond to threats of life even if I had to rush someone into a beer cooler at the liquor store. We were cool to kick it, partied with the neighbors, had crazy pitbulls, would get into bar brawls, lay people out, and return home to the hood with black eyes after being gone for a few days. We've never started shit, and only handled business. I've rolled into a jail/prison and told someone to pick their shit up off the flore because having left it where they did was disrespectful, and before long, the seniors would even tell the fresh fish, "see that guy? Don't fuck with that guy." So, what's the word on these fake negative HIV test results? Y'all got something to prove?

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/24 04:41:08
The dawning of a new age is upon the world, and what of the governmental corruption? The people need a dictator - one who will dictate the government, not the people, to insure that everything going on in the system is for the people, by the people, and with the people. Its about time that all the rich and unpolitically correct politicians who think that they're politically correct meet regulation that the people of a country endorse with their lives because with the current way things are being done the people are being treated as if they've no voice against decisions that are made for them as if they cannot make their own. There's years and years of legislated nonsense, and any such dictator takes the reigns to regulate, the dictators ways will abide only to one declaration of independence.

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/24 07:38:39
HAHAHA. when I rushed a guy into the beer cooler we traveled across the store and I stuffed him against it the shop clerk had gotten to me through whatever way of a maze, in a heart beat like a genie and grabbed onto both of us yelling "PLEASE NO NO HE'S MY FRIEND"! He's my friend, were his words. A shop clerk in the hood busting out like a genie from a lamp. Thinking about it today, he pulled a jack move on space and time through a bunch of store front props up to stop us. The guy I rushed turned out to be his friend, and he knew that his friend fucked up, and said he was drunk, and so he also stated "please don't tell your friend". I broke free and he was just all like, "dude, please don't tell your friend. I was gonna beat that motherfucker's ass. He made like he stuck a gun in my back on a dark night in the hood. I had moved in with my friend where white pride occurred in an all black neighborhood. That shop clerk knew straight up that it was curtains for a drunk who fucked up. He knew he couldn't stop us without wrapping his arms around both of us. The gymnastics he'd have to perform to grab us with all his forceful strength to yell "please don't, he's my friend", happened in an instant similar to traveling across the store with his friend. He flew on a magic carpet? I don't know, we lived in that neighborhood, lived there as in "we were known" - there were shootings in that neighborhood, and there weren't anyone shooting at my crew. One of the previous prior to me moving in had h a Swastika flag in the second story window at the front of the house. I ended up with that room, and I'm night I'm laying there with the window open smoking tobacco, and hear the pitter patter of feet running down the street, so I look, and see two guys running down each side of the street. One guy ducked into the driveway across the street, and the other guy ducked into my driveway. I sprang immediately to grab a bottle rocket. I'm at the window ready to fire it and waiting to see them come out our driveways. They were hiding in our driveways for a couple minutes and then a car came around the corner of our block and drove down our street very slowly. After, that car had passed the house, they waited awhile to come out of hiding. When they did finally come out of hiding, the guy who hid in mine ran across the street to the other guy. They were being all cautious, it was perfect for me to send a full report to their feet. And it sure did go straight down and across the street to pop at their feet. I've never seen two guys jump so high and run off down a street on a dark night in any other place, but that ghetto, spooked to the maximum. Those guys bolted after a jolt. That fire cracker exploded and they jumped straight up in a seizure that wanted to escape through any way, and when their feet landed on the ground, they ran like forest gump.

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/24 08:55:45
They ran straight and fast like jumping jack flash. I've laughed for years, and hope they have too. With the downward angle of my second floor window to across the street where they were about to be gave me the perfect trajectory to shoot a bottle rocket at their feet. I lived there for awhile. We were out on the town every weekend, Drinking partying and having a fun time. I'm not sure of all the guys who ever lived there, but my big friend is now a former skinhead, and he explained his change of heart and mind. He lived there for several years, and I lived there for maybe two years. I was always announced as the "dirtbag skater friend". I was just always down to do anything, and was helped by them to move away from a party scene filled with methamphetamine. I attended the family intervention for my old room mate to go to rehab. It got wrapped up in the way that youve never seen smoking crank. I was stoked to move out. The whole compound was suddenly taken by tenants he did a lot of crazy tweaker shit. I loves the compound - that's my first place, a warehouse space on the property of big old house. Barbwire fenced in parking lot and a junk yard to share. That's the most favorite place I've ever lived. Loud music, a yard, living accomodations built into a warehouse, party drugs, making skateboards, just down the street from any destination. I'll be honest. The Transplants performed a song with lyrics about the streets of our neighborhood that sends you directly passed out warehouse. I miss that place. I was traveling to skate parks throughout the region. Doing whatever I wanted, and had to leave that place because nobody was having fun anymore. One day everyone there was smoking crank and being the worst kinda of strung out tweaker. One day my friend camr over and told me I could move into his place so that I could leave a bad scene. I moved immediately. The guy we sent to rehab was on time to go and wasn't late. It was the first time that he was on time for anything in a couple years. Meth ruined that guy. I have a long amount of stories to tell about that place, but yeah no matter how nice living there was, I had move out because living there changed as new tenants moves into the big house we shared the property with. And then in the house where White pride occurred in an all black neighborhood I've lived where a swastika flag had flown in a window, which makes me think about the vibe change that everyone in the neighborhood felt with a skateboarder, and not some type of freak. Those guys knew that color is of no difference to me. If I find anyone out skating the streets skin color doesn't matter to me. Those guys were exposed to real skateboarders from throughout the scene. Living there was a good thing,and when anyone got carried away we evicted them right away. My friend is cool as fuck.

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/24 15:21:02
The times of your life may be during moments where 1 and 2 are put together to equal something valid and purpose driven, like when I moved into a skinhead house in an all black neighborhood. I was white boy enough for that rowdy crew to hang out with me, and I grew up skating the streets in places where gang banging was the thing. Merely children are shooting each other dead, some shoot to kill for an eighth of weed, so living in a urban ghetto wasn't out of place for me. I used to watch kids through my bay window selling crack out on the street. One day a lady pulled directly up to the window with a baby in the car, and as I looked down I had a complete view of everything. A guy was waiting for her on the sidewalk directly under my window against the warehouse, so I didn't see him until he stepped toward the car and the driver passed off an open hand full of a dozen bindles into his hand. Him and the other kiss would hide those rocks in the cracks of sidewalks beneath weed leafs. Everyone's all "hey. do a kickflip". but one day I went out to skate and those kids yelled "do a 360flip". I was immediately game for blasting that shit, I was just all like, "OH ,.. .OH YOU WANT A 360FLIP,.. .A 360FLIP.", so I popped that shit and shut em down. They were speechless. They looked at me as they continued to walk by, and their expressions of coming to terms with had happened, they were flattered in a choke on their own tongues kinda way. Another day I came out to skate when I was grilling on ecstacy, and was goofy as fuck toward them about sidewalk cracks. I don't remember everything I said, but once again, their faces went stone cold in an "awe shit" moment. They knew I weren't any snitch, but to hear me talking shit about sidewalk cracks and rocks and shit while I was skating around popping tricks, I'd say was a sobering moment for them. Hey, you ever had a sobering moment when someone makes a pass at you, and you know exactly what's fucked up enough for them to have made a pass. My shit went too far, and I was faced. The sobering moment of when you know someone will kill you, and suddenly they show you how close they can get. Always keep in touch - that's all I'm saying about that. Keeping in touch is a great way to reflect that there's somebody there. Also, if you go to kill someone and can't make the hit, then its over as in making a hit at all because anyone trying to make a hit on multiple passes is more than likely gonna end up dead.

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/24 20:23:55
I was laid off in the recession of 2008, and shortly afterward I was swooped by someone who came on a mission to open his mouth for God, so that God may run his mouth, and show me the future. I heard the most terrible story and thought everything I saw, in correlation with what I was being told, was my own wild imagination running away from me. I refused all of it, and very quickly forgot about the incident completely. By the end of that year I had struck out into the wilderness having gotten rid of many personal possessions, and placed some furnishings in storage. I went to a property my family owns - I had grown up among many camping trips in that crack of the mountain. I had plans with other family members to develop the property, so that our entire family could enjoy a private getaway. The government seems to get away with fucking the simplest tasks up. That parcel was a bumping 1849 good mine, so back then the property lines were different. BLM came in and drew new lines, and amid doing that, they shot a line directly through the cabin. Our fireplace was then on the neighbors property - so stupid. The courts granted us an easement that allowed us to use the neighbors property as our own. First thing was first when I got there - to get a working pump on the well in the bottom of a ravine. We finally got water one day, but figured out that we should have just bought a new pump at the beginning. I went in like a hero, with all the tools to repair everything, only to be defeated. So, I focused on designing the new additions of the property - I scouted the property lines to enclose the perimeter with fences that were never I stalled, I scouted the pins and monuments of BLM's line adjustment, i began hauling all the junk and garnage up to the original road, I dug a shit pit because I ponderosa pine fell stop the outhouse, I rototilled a hilltop garden spacw, and I fell trees to give the sunlight a break through the forest canopy, we brushed the proposed road into the land and installed a septic system at the end of it. I pulled strings from one pin to another and then walked back and forth along those lines clearing bush and bramble and adjusting the string until I had a line straight as an arrow, and then put the t-posts in to run barbwire. Cougars were prowling throughout the entire.crack of the mountain. I was excited. I was embarking upon lost ways of mankind. I was going to live off the land, and homestead while I renovated the old cabin. We got a pond dug and filled up by digging into the ravine straight over to an area that put the new hole well beneath the lowest point of the well, and just dug in and down until we made the granite begin to squirt. Just after that, the contractor was pushing a boulder up the road toward me with his bulldozer, and upon seeing that, something much more intense than deja vu caught my eye. Suddenly, I was walking through what I had previously seen in a series of visions that I had originally refused when a man spoke of future events, BUT,.. . from that point in time of the Boulder and the bulldozer to the point in time when I rememberwd how id seen it all before spanned throughout the course of a month. So, for like a whole month I was slowly going crazy that transitioned into wigging out of my freaking mind. For some reason as on I had already seen every occurrence that was then being seen with my own two eyes. I soon fell to my knees, disoriented discombobulated, and confused and cried out, "FATHER, PLEASE HELP ME" with tears in my eyea, and that's when a presence swept into the room throughout and all about me, and shortly afterward I REMEMBERED the prophecy I was told, and I didnt have to loose my mind anymore - it was then time to establish a frame of mind for the matters at hand that matter to any human being. I was immediately walked through to a solid moral understanding and an emotional scope of work for well-being. I've been wigged out for over a decade. Have listened to a whole new set of instructions per altering the lives of the people who required a forceful push in the right direction. i Am an annointed man - meaning that if you end up being struck by me, I'm the one who is Heavenly ordained with complete authority to do as I wish. I have a better judgement - you dont have to worry - just don't come at me or do anything that you end up regretting if done within my eyeshot. Im not here to be cool. I am cool. I'm not here.to beat anyone's asses, I will beat their asses. I'm not here to prove anything to so much as myself, let alone you, I'm here to proof read the script of all the words that were taken directly from each of your mouths and then shared with me as your complimentary visionary, your messenger, and your doomsday. I am the Seraphim and the Fool, The Spirit of Truth accompanied by the Holy Spirit, Leader of the Fae, and the Brightest of Dark Gods, The Light of your Lives, Jesus Christ's little brother, The Son of Satan - GOD'S GOD - The Scapegoat, The Greatest of Sorrows, ZThe Grester Evil,The LAndiar in Dissed Guize, The Liar in the Light of Truth, The Redeemer created in the image of Our Father in Heaven - THE TRUTH TO BE YOUR GUIDE.

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/25 22:23:42
i Am The Blow, The Flow, and The Go, and you may not know the pure love of The Father, but through me.

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/26 06:20:11
I am not who I appear to be when you look at me face to face, but this is the body and life I've been faced with, and the brains I have are what I have to go on. Since awaking to your world, I've been performing tasks without any proper training or education. Shortly after I began doing things that no one knew me to do beforehand, I've been hammered by a heavy flood of imagery like deja vu, and what I've found here is a prophecy that I am walking through each and every day. Everything about what happened, everything about what God has done, and everything about who I am was all explained to me during the prophecy. i Am God's Star God placed here and then waken in the lion's den of the Mokelumne Wilderness. The body, of the man, I have is created in the image of of the Horned Fertility God, and I, Akerbeltz, The Prince of Darkness, The Brightest of Dark Gods within spirit and mind overturned by Helel as the proper match that is created in the image of our Father in Heaven. As the man I wasn't but am, I'm the Beast that is The Light of your Lives - The Truth, and as the man I'm not, and shouldn't be, yet am, I'm your guide throughout my human adventure to witness something God needed me to see, and none of you can take that away from me because you aren't taking anything from me, if you did then you'd be taking candy from the mouths of all the babies. You can't even pepper spray me with a sawed-off shotgun, and as you will learn by example then you'll see that mistreating others is not a part of my being, but that handling business is what I'm seeking.

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/26 07:50:43
You people have me, the actual "Spirit of Truth" here going through only God knows what in all actuality, and you can't fucking leave me alone with with all your menial fag work of presenting pissant facts? Gonna charge me with crimes that haven't been a part of my history to begin with just to what, have a way to say "you did something about it" to appease maybe any type of audience to witness any part of it with a way they can be grateful that at least "something" was done - YOURE TELLING ME SOMETHING WAS DONE ABOUT IT - WELL FUCK THEN YOURE TELLING ME SOMETHING WAS FUCKING DONE! Good for you! I'm glad to tell you, something was done too.

link Emerican33 '35/m AIDS - testing through others, NAH HA! (OSC)' 2022/06/26 08:10:23
i Am the Lord God Most High - the Spirit of Truth - The actual Spirit of Truth - The Brightest of Dark Gods - The Lord of the Flies in The Truth of being in good form as Azazel-Satan, your Scapegoat accompanied by The Holy Spirit. i Am The Seraphim and the Fool! HEY, WHY DO HOMIES WEAR SUNGLASSES IN THE GROCERY STORE? - CUZ THEY'RE LOOKING AT YOU, FOOL! WHY, WHATYU GONNA DO ABOUT IT?

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